Benjamin's

2009-12-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

www.stab-myass.blogspot.com

New url, Please take note & relinks.

Thanksyou muchmuch.

2009-06-30T04:07:00.000-07:00

third post for th day, :D
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future's url is on you !

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2009-06-30T03:18:00.001-07:00

Watch Watch Watch ! Don't laugh till teeth drop. Rofl.

2009-06-30T02:17:00.000-07:00

APOLOGISE FOR NOT UPDATING BLOG.
200 Day's w/ dearest.
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School started, It's th second day, & many of my t'chers had changed to HOD(s). HA pathetic. (: But school is fine. & i swear i'll work hard this time, No more sleeping for me. tsktsk. and it's must really de really de really workhard, if not even thought i passed my exam's. my previous result sure pull down my marks. Pass became fail -.- . So i must start aim-ing for 70+ ! :D
To promote i've to pass English & two other subject. Two other subject would be CPA & SCIENCE ( includ physics & chem. ) must study extra hard for this subject(s) :D
Gosh, Can't believe all this are coming out from my mouth. Guess, it's baby that encourage me to studyhard.
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I wana change url, again.
I wana change blogskins, badly.
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Vote for change of blogurl ! Current url ; marlboro--x@bs.
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Every tuesday is a nightmare for me. Hoping 'tuesday' would never come.

2009-06-26T04:25:00.000-07:00

Hate's my Life hardcore.
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If life continues like this, people breaking promise & stuff. I swear i'll choose th perfect , highest building & just end it or maybe other simple way of commiting sucide. Holiday 1 one month , yet only once. Request one more time, reject it. On th second hand, was suppose to be one week one time. Sighs.

I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg.
I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg.

I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg.
I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg.
I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg.

I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg.

I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg.
I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg. I feels like dyingg.
I feels like ending life . I feels like ending life . I feels like ending life .
I feels like ending life . I feels like ending life . I feels like ending life .

I feels like ending life . I feels like ending life . I feels like ending life .

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God , damit. )':

2009-06-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

(Only Tag's Reply)
Check for your comment reply here.

Ebenezer/} Grrs, Thanks!
Jirong /} Ohh..
Julia /} hehehe, Alright. LoveDieJulia.
Benjamin.W /} Rofl la baby, hahahha. M U A CK .
Derick /} lmfao. hahahahaha, alrightttttt. ^^
Joey /} Sure, Soon.
Joyce /} Yeah, Soon (;
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Updating blog soon ! (: Stay tune. rofl.
Current at baby's house using blog. (Parents In) Going out to eat now ! (:
Bye

2009-06-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

I'm back w/ my husband again. (L)
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Well, supposely thought today would be th last day im meeting dearest. Woke up at 11+. Took my time since it's still early. Left house around 12+ . Reached wdl his blk downstair around 1.45. Then i seriously need to Shit that time, borrowed baby toilet. After that, Couldn't resist to get angry w/ him , so went over to hug him. everything is alright already . Tsktsk. Slack aroundd. Baby want me to post blog BADLY . so im a goodgirlf. i did what he said la. Posting at baby's house. (: Waiting for our dinner now ! ^^
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Post again later. Bye.
Seriously hope,history won't repeat again. <-- :D

2009-06-21T06:02:00.001-07:00

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-E-D !
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Seems like , you still couldn't kick your habit. I dont wana discribe too much here.
a leopards can never change it spots. Got one time , sure got second time.
I've find out something very nasty that hurt me so much. You not only lied to me, you even break your promise. If that person didn't tell me , i still wouldn't know. I still would thought you really changed for me. Haha, how naive can i be ?
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You said , it's typing error, but who knows whether if it's true. I pangseh-ed my friends for you. & that causes my friend to talk stuff behind my back. Yet i didn't borther. But you? what did you repay me ? Betrying me on th first month , Doing things i dont like on th second time, & many more. Did i never once forgived you ? Perhaps , im just too soft hearted for love. Benjamin , im really really really disappointed.
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you disappointed me too much. i hate you for lying to me , i hate you for breaking your promise , i hate you for hurting me , i hate you even more when you just couldn't kick that habit even thought i've forgiven you so much time & when you promise to change. You request for time for you to change. I gave. But did you change ? Because of you , Parents and mine relationship get worst.
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Friends ask me to leave you. But i really couldn't bear to . I've tried many times to forget you , but i really can't. Im worrying that i couldn' be there for you tmr when you go court. Yet you still could... Forget it . i don't wana continue all this rubbish here. That's it.
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DO WHATEVER YOU WANT , DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE , DO WHATEVER THING YOU WISH TO DO NOW. I WON'T BE BORTHERING. YOU'RE FREE. ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW COURT . BRING SOMEONE ELES YOU REALLY WISH TO BRING TOMORROW THEN . I REALLY REGRET KNOWING THINGS ABOUT YOU , I REALLY REGERT KNOWING WHAT YOU DID. IF I DIDN'T PERHAPS EVERYTHING WOULD JUST BE FINE.
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Iloveyou , that's why my heart would ache, Iloveyou thats why despite all those wrong thing you did, i still forgive you & i didn't leave you. I really can't bear to. I tried to close one eye, But its really very tough. You know, i can never bear to leave you just like that even though i really dontknow if i could still trust your words...

2009-06-21T05:01:00.000-07:00

I can't help much yet i still couldn't be able to be there for you.

' Happy Father Day . (L) '
Sighs, it's th second day that i didn't met baby )': I miss baby lotslots. Tomorrow baby is going to court, Die die also must go out meet baby. Or eles i'll hate myself. Ok, Woke up around 3+ , bath & stuff went to suntec city to have dinner/lunch(?) for father day. yeahs, quite nice but didn't really enjoy much. Was really moody, sighsighsigh D:
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I really envy those people could enjoy their holiday. )':
I really wish for a better life, that i always wanted.
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I felt that im tearing apart soon , I miss my baby. Im feeling so alone now. im really lost. Baby is going court, not sure whether whats th result would be. Even if everything is safe, But not long baby is going to ns soon. Sighs. )': I really want to spend every annivasry w/ you & any special occasion . God , Please help me .. Sigh..

2009-06-20T04:05:00.000-07:00

Unreasonable people, Oh felt like dying )':
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Holiday is ending about a week plus. baby is going to ns soon, he had registered.. Yet , i couldn't be able to spend much more time w/ him. Sighs. Anyw ! i've catch ' Drag me to hell ' movie @ century square. Uhh-huhhh~ laughs. Enjoy w/ baby watching that movie . I rate it 4/5 , tsktsk.
Im at home now, couldn't get to meet baby due to some .. ah forget it . Tomorrow is father day ! Family is celebrating oh. Pathetic. k w/e. Currently msn-ing w/ baby while editing picpic. & well , i realise my blog doesn't have much picture aye -.- Going to keep this habit of uploading picture's .

2009-06-18T11:48:00.001-07:00

It had been afew mins since i've log off msn, Yet not a single sms from you.

you have constantly ... Changed !

Fuck ! i seriously dont know what's going on w/ you. Charge phone didn't say , Do what thing also didn't say. F laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2009-06-18T10:14:00.000-07:00

Enjoyable Night. (:
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Ah-Haaaaaaaa ! i'm back from tonning. Yeahhs, it's kinda fun & enjoyable chalet,but didn't really did much there. Was chitchatting, gaming, joking & so on. Quite lots of people turnup . Happy to see all of them once in a while, tsktsk. Well, slack there around 4++am, Left that chalet & went to have a stroll around pasir ris park w/ baby & have heart to heart talk :D Time passes really fast , i swear )': Around 6+ , started walking to downtown east mac. Was thinking of having mac as breakfast cause it's really very expensieve. Im brokeee , Jobless. Pathetic ass me. So yeah, took our own sweet timee eating & chatting, Without looking at what time it is. It's around 8. Damit? :O
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So , started walking to bus stop wait for bus home. (: Came home, Bath , took of contact lenses then hurried to my wonderful nice bed. Slept for like a day. Ahhhh. LOL. picture will be uploaded soon.
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Check for your comment reply here ! (:

♥` Name's Kristlyn /} hahahaha, That's
why im your H-O-R-N-Y girlf. Ah-haaaa. Okayyyy.
Joeyy ♥/: /} Alrighttttt, Link you soon
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DERICK /} laugh what, funny isit. HAHA. what fucking last
long. It would sound wayyyy nicer if you take of that bloody
fucking and i might thanks you !
Gerald /} Sot pluggggggggg !
Rachelle /} Hi baby, haha. I met you alreadyzxzx. ♥
-Qianhui /} Okays, relink you soon.
SHANNAN /} Daughter, imy too )':

2009-06-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

I like to stab my own ass.

Comment about this sentence plox.

2009-06-16T03:27:00.000-07:00

Picture taken during family dinner at Airport T3 (:

Having Benjamin as my husband
is my greatest Passion, (L)
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Quite sometime i didn't blog already , But i've been coming to my blog , Just lazy to go post new stuff. tsktsk. Having been slacking w/ baby at random places around singapore. Hahaha, lovinghim (: His currently at my house now , playing his dam THE ROCK character , wwe playstationtwo. His trying to show me his professional skills like ' wow , see KO . ' HAHAHAHA.
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Wednesday Chalet (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

-Will be reaching there around nights , 9pm+.

- Tonning(:

2009-06-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

"God gave me th right guy , & i'll conquer th world. "

Yesterday , 11 June , Went out w/ baby . Went tampinese mall / one , was slacking there th entire day. walking around , hunting for food. haha. lovebaby.

Today , 12 june , Out w/ family for shopping, bought two shoe's for myself . Was suppose to go kbox, but sadly father not free, brother sick. So didn't went. Came back home around 6. Baby is coming over to meet me now. hehehe.

Im so into a game call " combart arms " laughs, its abit boy-ish but its fun lay dey. haha.

I can't play it now, Shit it . I dont know whether is it patching or what lay. that's th saddest part of it. I wanting to play since i came back from shopping . But till now CANT !

time check : 12.04am.

Letters start with , A B C

Numbers start with, 1 2 3

Songs start with, DO RE MI

But love starts with

You & Me

2009-06-10T22:13:00.000-07:00

Love die him , Benjamin Wong.
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Yesterday, 10 June, Celebrate sixth month-sary w/ baby. Although we didn't do much. But i really enjoy every single day w/ him. muackks !
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Nothing to do , so came here to post. (:

will update again about today activities. :D

2009-06-09T09:21:00.000-07:00

Happy sixth month-sary , honey .

it's half a year already ! haha.

Baby, thanks for all those wonderful time you gave me.

You never failed to cheer me up when im down.

You never failed to be there for me whenever im sick .

You never failed to be there for me whenever i need you.

You never failed to be my listerning ear, whenever i wana gossips.

You always know, what im thinking.

You're th only one that know my habits & stuff.

Although this sixth month, we do have alot of up & downs.

But we manage to get rid of them , & get back together as one.

Im really glad i get to know you & be th one that could be there for you.

thanks for giving in to me at times whenever im being unreasonable.

& thanks for those present you got for me . hehe.

Baby, we'll last forever. :D loveuuuu !

Babyyyyy, came over my house & Slack & stuff :D

Going out w/ baby tmrrr !

Tags replied.
Sherlynn /} Alright sgk ! i'll link asap.
fella /} omfg, i miss you too ! haha.
Julian /} okay keehong ! :D
Benjamin.W /} Hehehe, missyou too !
Zhangmin /} yo ! :D

2009-06-08T09:08:00.000-07:00

Im having bad headache i swear, this is th worst day ever.
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Was resting on bed th entire day . Was suppose to meet baby at tampinese around 6. Then really cannot make it. Baby came my house around 9+ to visit me , th patients. LOL! kkk . then see doctor. ate medicine & i'm feeling way much better. Accompany baby wait bus around 11+ . (: Tomorrow , 09june , Staying at home ! Baby coming my house pei me . :D
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Picture's will be update asap !
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Im missing Julia kuku suddenly ! D:

2009-06-05T20:30:00.000-07:00

I'm sick , so uncomfortable )':
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Yesterday , 05 June. Woke up at 9.30 , hurried bath & stuff. then was coughing and having flu in th morning . Reached wdl around 11.30 . Baby still bathing . i'm so mad !@#$%. After that waited for me . Not long he reached, Went to jiale house there slackslack. Suddenly i'm having bad sorethroat After that 5++ went to 883 eat & play lan (: / We play one hour only (: . Slowly im started feeling feverlish.
Baby went to buy water for me . So sweet aye. Baby also gave me cab fare to go home (((: !
Reached home around 10+. Took my temperature , it's 38.3 !! ): Slept early yesterday.
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Today , 06 June 11.37am . I just woke up . Currently waiting for my turn to use th bathroom so came here to blog (: I will be in Singapore still . But i wont be free ! I'm staying at a Hotel for family day (: Can shopping , swim & so on . Will be back on sunday i suppose ? (:

2009-06-04T08:05:00.000-07:00

Fun yet ~~stupid~~ day today :D
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Today, woke up around 12, recieve baby call . He said his still at home. So slept again, Woke up again at 2 , baby reached tampinese waiting bus to come over my house here. Then hurried bath & stuff then went down to look for baby. We got no idea where should we go , So baby suggested to go , Outram park. But on th way there, Suddenly change location to CQ . (: Slack & stuff. Qurreled w/ baby over stupid thing -.- . After that Train baby to white sand slack & hunt for food. Qurreled w/ baby again . About 10+ Reached home (:
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Tomorrow going to wdl find baby & slack .

Have to wake up around 9 ? (:

Tmr early home - before 10. D:

2009-06-03T10:06:00.000-07:00

2009-06-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

" I want to be your moon, so I can shine on you during your darkest hour. "
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Today , woke up early aroud 9 .Bath & stuff. Bused down to tampinese then bused to woodland to find baby . Slacked at his house awhile , while waiting for him to get ready & stuff. Then went to wdl centre to collect stock then to bugis. Finish around 6+ , Bused back to wdl . It's really super long. ): After that , took his pay alr. Cabbed down to downtown , I've to meet up w/ my family member(s) . It's my Mother' brothers daughter one month old. (:

Went there to eat& stuff alr. Slacked w/ baby alittle while after that Meet baby's friend , jia le. Then accompany baby & his friend go eat.

Finish eating , Baby & his friend fetched me home. (:

2009-06-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

To parents , The son is the most important one.

Finally understood this sentence . (:

My hand hurt so bad now , it's swelling.

I punched th window ):

To vent my anger.

2009-06-02T05:24:00.000-07:00

Changed of blog skin (:

Anyone got good paid job & Able to slack , please intro to me !
Flyer th best.

Didn't met baby today ! D: sad la. k , woke up at 5 today , then at bed nua till 5.10 aye.

Finally got out of my bed. Bath eat & stuff. Then nothig to do , start thinking of getting a job (:

Called Zachary up , asking if his job still got slot. He said no more. How sad la.

Was seaching for good paid job & kinda slack.

Seach finish , Still couldn't find .

So started bio-ing through blogskins.com

& happen to saw this blogskin , kinda cute & simple .

So thought of changing it to kill time.

Meeting baby tmr at causeway point around 10.45 .

Have to wake up around 9 .

Around 10-11, going to cousin's baby one month old chalet .

2009-05-30T05:27:00.000-07:00

Peopleeeeee ` yo !
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I'm currently at baby house blogging. Dont worry his entire family is here (: Yeaps. was helping baby to dye his dam hair & eat . just now went to accompany him to work all those . Not long going to return th stock money la. k bye , help him wash out his hair now. (:
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after that , went to wdl centre to pass th stock money alr. Went to bused down home to tampinese.Reach home around 12.
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Tags replied.
Emily! /} haha, its okays. Hmmm , i forgot leys. I can't find th tittle
from th code. When i'm free. I'll find out for you. (:
Jaslyn /} Ohhhhhh ! Th sweetest thingy i didn't took from you. & btw.
Th chinese quote i did . I've already remove it alr. & Thanks so much leys,
for spamming my tagbox leys. Never find out from me then anyhow say so much at my tagbox ? (:
Supposely you do have my number dont you ? (: Not happy in any thing . Call
me ! i'm just 8 number away. (:
Joroc /} Thanks ass ! haha.
passerby /} thanks , and you're ?

2009-05-29T08:53:00.000-07:00

This post is just to vent my anger on . -.-

i'm fucking stress.

i'm fucking lost.

i'm super disappointed in myself.

i hate it when i've to keep everything to myself.

i'm fucking upset.

i'm fucking angry.

but all i can do is ...

N-O-T-H-I-N-G.

That's th stupidest thing ever.

is promise really useless?

is it ? is it ? is it ?

Someone fucking tell me !

i felt so dead.

i'm breaking down again.

Keeping my feeling to myself just to treasure this relationship.

If i get DEPRESSION,

i won't be surprise.

I hope peeps out there won't be surprise either.

Promise are meant to be broken , how truth .

I finally understood.

I don't wish to do anything about it because,

Last incident is a lesson learnt.

I don't wish to go through that incident once again.

I'll try not to get borther by that.

,imgettingtiredofeverything.youjustcan'tkickthathabitofyours.yousaidthat,ththingyou'redoingisn'thong-ing.Thenwhat's that ?Italktomynormalfriend,youalreadylikedamangry.saidihong .Ifimadenewguyfriends,isn'tthatworst ?
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Oh god , tell me what should i do.

enditorcontinue?

2009-05-29T08:41:00.001-07:00

Flooded w/ cakes & sea water bag. grrs.
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Went to school , took present from my daughter, shannan (: After that met fazilah . Took bus w/ them to tampinese, bused down to woodland pei boyf work . Around 5+ , train down to downtown to meet brothers and sister. Went there, it's a big group of friends . haha. happy.
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Thanks sisters and brother for celebrating my birthday for me, it's a enjoyable one. Thankyou! (:
loveu peeps. <3
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I've decided, not to control you already. Because controlling you yet you couldn't get what i want, it's much more hurtful. i realise i failed to be a good girlfriend.

2009-05-28T09:08:00.001-07:00

Happy 15th Birthday to me & myself. :D
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Today , 28 may , Is my birthday. Baby bought me a b'day gift. & Bought me to sentosa ! haha. Had a really great fun w/ him . We swim , Joke & slack around there. (: thanks for everything today. loveu. After that , went home to cut b'day cake w/ my family ! & dad gave me an angbao . How much ? Secrect ! haha. picture of sentosa will upload asap.
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Yesterday , 27 may , Parents bought me to east coast , the red house restraunt to celebrate my birthday as my boyff will be celebrating w/ me on my actual birthday (: Thanks family ayeeeee !
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Tomorrow , 29 may , Cliques , Sister & brother had plan to celebrate my birthday . k i'm so dead la. i'm gona be flood by cake , perhaps? hahaha. Will update what happen tmr alrights. (:
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Special thanks to :
Baby , Fazilah , Daryl tang , Ebenezer , Theodora , Mimi , Zhangmin , Shannan , Dawnna , Clara , yiting & th rest for wishing me a happy birthday.

Thanks for remembering la sial ! haha.

2009-05-25T21:31:00.000-07:00

You left me speechless .
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I'm in school posting again , during cpa lessons ^^ Free period mar. As only 12 Classmate turn up for school. Nothing much to do leys. So came to post.
Yesterday , Baby came over & meet me at evening around 8+ , Then ate dinner & stuff. about 10+ , Baby went home. (:
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Change of new hairstyle .
I've reborn my hair, Reason why i reborn is i'm trying to make my hair longer. But guess what ? The dam auntie go bloody cut my hair till shorter than before i reborn-ed my hair. !@#$%&* .
Was showing my parents & baby attitude, Somehow like venting my anger on them la.
Sorry mum , dad & baby. ):
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Baby , I apologise to you that i couldn't go & find for you after school at wdl. B'cox you're working . & I seriously dont know what eles can i do over there either than looking at you work.
At the same time , i'm tired too. Sorryyy honey.
My holidays will be spending w/ you more than anyone eles , okay ? (:

2009-05-24T02:07:00.000-07:00

"I feel like a happy pill now"

w/ you by my side.

Yesterday , 23rd May , Woke up at 9.30 hurry bath & stuff. Went to take bus to woodlands to meet my dearest at his blk downstair. Not long he came down , Went to 888 to collect his spec (: Joke around while waiting for bus. Suddenly there was a heavy rain . Yeaps. Still we manage to go to woodland checkpoint , accompany th my dearest to collect stuff then deliver to bugis & a home delivery. Finish work at around 7++ , Went back to woodland, pass money , Had dinner then dearest came over to my house & ton as usual . (:

Today , 24 May , Woke up around 12+ , Slacking around at my house , Yeahhhh ~ His eating his BA ZHANG & playing ps2 , wwe rofl , currently when i'm posting . Th reason why i'm posting is b'cox he told me to.

Tag's replied.
Rachelle /} alrights, i will.
Joey Wong /} Hahaha , thanks for th taggies
then. & Np . Nice having dinner w/ you & your family too . ^^ Love
too.
Fatbeans ( Ebenezer Goh ) /} yeahyeah , funny
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Tham Yong Cheng ( Dillon Wong ) /} Yeah, i know
you love beans -.-
Clara :D /} Thanks.
Rachel /} Yes ? :O & You didn't
give me your link , how am i suppose to link you ?
Yiting /} Awww, okay . Find one time lo.
Meihua /} Thanks for th taggies.
Emily /} Hahaha. Linked ! Like me or my song
more ? HAHA.
Mantha /} Linked sister ! :D
Passerby /} I'm not sure, Forgotten already.
Shannan /} 28 May , Why ? (:

2009-05-21T20:26:00.000-07:00

" Life is beautiful when there's you ! "

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Currently in school`yo . Having cpa lesson . t'cher is teaching us to create our own website while i'm blogging. haha yeapsyeaps. Baby is fetching me from school, Not sure where will we be going leys . (((((: hahahahha.
iie miisss moii babbyye shooo muchhiie.
Update again later ^^
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I love you with all my heart,

I hate the change,

hate the distance.

Need you so much,

bring back the past.
xoxo.Jaslyn twinnie .
took from her.

2009-05-21T02:29:00.000-07:00

"Being able to be w/ him is my honour"

"Kissing & Hugging him is my passion"

"Loving & missing him is my daily rountine"

School's fine , yawn. hahaha. Nothing much to talk about school la, as usual.

Well , imiss baby ! & guess what my birthday's coming ! hurray.

Present ayeeeee !

Going out to eat w/ my family member :D

Cya.

Tags will replied asap , Will link asap too.

Love benjamin Wong.

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Went to T3 For buffet , yeahs. hahaha. A place where i'll be celebrating my birthday w/ my family . Th buffet is " Crown Plaza " (: Th food there is delicious la ofcause. '

Got picture's too . That's all.

2009-05-18T03:04:00.000-07:00

Fazilah & me.
3N1's lady + camera woman ( fazilah )

Haziq & Ariff.
Haziq

Haziq Said he wana join in our cam whoring. rofl.

DewiSutra

Mimi .

Three N One Ladys.

Three N One Ladys

I wish I pray I hope.

I don't want us to be so cold, the distance between us to be so apart.

Because it'll sucks so much without you around, I want back those sweet times.

School's fine as per normal . Just that, For physic's lesson , 3n1's girl Didn't went to class, We were cam whoring in th school toilet. rofl . (Picture's upstair )took ezlink from us. After schoool, Mum & t'cher are forcing us to stay back for th "Fanical Literacy" stuff, Teaching you how to save money & so on . But it's a total bullshit & i've got totally no interest in it. Well , just as expected, im such a goodgirl . I did turn up . Hahaha, i rocks baby ~

"Fanical Literacy" starts at 2.30 , Ends at 4.30 . Run out of class at 3++ , Went to serve my detention , But, th person holding our ezlink cards are having meeting. So yeahs. Waited. Wait till fucking pekchek, Started swearing & cursing infront of t'chers & stuff. Thanks to Miss Wendy Wong for helping us to take our ezlink card , or eles we'll still be in school like till dam late. :D

Release from school around 5. (:

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Went to West Plaza w/ fazilah & ross. Bought bread & drinks to eat ( Snacks ) yeahhh. After that went to wait for bus , My bus came. I left first. Reached home around 5.45.

2009-05-14T20:14:00.000-07:00

"Like I ever existed, not important anymore. "
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Currently , im at school aye. Having Cpa lesson. ^^

( Ebenezer , Dillon , Celestial is using Yongcheng name & tag me. F ! )
Baby is fetching me from school later. yeaps , hurray.
Last night had a little conflict w/ baby over stupid thing .
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Yesterday , 140509
After school , went home straight & slept.
Having badd headache i swear. D:
Sorry baby to make you feel neglected & th weird feeling is back.
I'm really sick.

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You changed, Which mean i'll never get back th old you .
No matter how hard you tried, No matter how long you try to change,
you'll never be able to be first you , i fall for.
Fine, You be what you want to be, I be what i am.
Fair enough ? (:
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Sara.L forget about getting th old him , infact accept th current him.

2009-05-13T15:43:00.000-07:00

Went to tampinese to meet baby for shopping, baby bought some stuff for his both sister.

After that , went to hunt for food at th ba-sa-ma-lam. ( whatever ;X )

Ate sotong ball & then headed to KFC, saw eleanor ! Went over to her quene, Lol !

There's picture of her working, Will upload it asap.

After eating , Went to take bus to woodland . Baby have to work , I went over to pei him .

Cause i enjoy working w/ baby. But too often i'll get maddd !@#$%&* :x

Carry stocks to bugis etc , then bishan too .

After that shopping again ^^ then hunt for food.

Home sweet home.

2009-05-11T20:47:00.000-07:00

Blur but whatever.

Bought my sexy newphone. W705
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Finish school at 10.40 , Today's paper CL paper 3 & Cpa pratical. Both are chicken feets. Grrrs.
Missing my bf.

2009-05-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

-Boys make good pet.

All kind of sex style.

Domokun bag & wallet.

Andy's birthday present .

Andy's birthday present.

Husband Tee.

Domokun Speaker. ( at his leg )

Gift from husband for Fifth month-sary.

"Benjamin.W the definition of my love. "

Happy Fifth Month-sary♥♥♥

Happy Mother Day♥♥
Happy birthday to Andy Lim♥

Three important event oh !

Today , Went for a shopping at Tampinese ONE w/ Baby & liling around 4plus. Bought quite a number of stuff aye. there's picture. Yeahs, So walking around tampinese one & then to tampinese mall . Slack Slack Slack at there, till 8++. Came home to have our KFC dinner `yo . k that's all byebyebye .

♥ Husband , Mum , Brother.

Tags replied.
La /} Oh isit. kkk good then.
♥Jaslyn /} Twinnie ,
Linked you already , Cheers.
psb /} Oh ! okays. Thanksyou.
♥♥♥Benjamin.W /}
Baby , loveu too. Happy fifth month honey.
Baoxian /} k.
Joroc /} Thanks for th taggies.
ahy.anna /} Andy sister.
♥♥Shannan /} Thanks
daughter. Hearts you lots.

2009-05-07T19:54:00.001-07:00

It's raining cats and dog kk.

我真的存在着

Rush out of school to bus stop , & im dench badly , Feeling dam cold.

Today only got one paper, & th paper is pretty easy aye. School ended at 9.30 . Cheers !

Reach home at 10 . Going tampinese 1 to shop w/ my mum around 11. & Meeting baby around 4. Yups, that's all . bye people. Update again later.
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Fifth month is coming , yet our communitcation are getting worst.

Talking to each other in th tone of a friend.

Sms'es are getting lesser from both of us .

Every msg is less than 10 words already.

Once a person change, It can never be th oringnal one itself.

That means, I can't get th old you anymore.

But still , i've to accept th current you.

2009-05-07T00:03:00.001-07:00

Benjamin.W ,
I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that you're always here for me.
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Baby is working currently , & im dead borad. dam , Tomorrow is MT paper . Well , last main exam paper. Three cheers for myself :D Today paper was pretty easy . Was playing facebook game just now & Seaching for songs , bio peeps blog . & on th same time, Smsing w/ my sweet baby . Phone bill came already , $191 :O

Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar.

Before knowing you,

i told myself I would never love again,

as much as I didn't want to,

you came along and made me fall for you .

& Neverthless, i've never regret before.

Not now , Not th present , Never th future.

Aku sayang you (L)

2009-05-05T22:55:00.000-07:00

Well, at least i tried my best for mye . :DD

Exam's are finishing , Left w/ EL paper two , CL paper two , Cpa .

&& i'll be freee from studying. Cheers la.

I have confident in passing my Physic's !

Th rest i don't know. All i know today's paper ' Math paper two & Physics '

Math paper two is fucking hard i swearrrrr. Slept for 1hour plus then wake up continue doing.

Awww, my silly husband is stilll asleep.

2009-05-04T06:53:00.000-07:00

Benjamin Wong ' His my everything !
Touch him , Snatch him , I'll kill youuuuuuuuuuuuu ! :D
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Tag's Replied.
La /} Thanks le. For saying post are awesome. I don't entertain someone w/o
name. nameless. Like some wild animal wondering around . Soo, Unhappy about any things i post then kindly F off , Cause i post what i like okay ! F.
Benjamin.W /} Bi aye , Don't entertain such faggot's. :D
Maddie (Passer) /} Thanks for helping ! Cheers ! But such person , Doesn't
need to be intertain.
Sarawr /} Oh , Thanks leyzx.
JOEY /} Ahmei , Thanks for th taggy.
Liling /} Thanks for helping.

2009-05-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

Faggot's , All faggot !
I seriously wana screw those copycats.
I Hate them .
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Copycopycopy , only know how to copy , knn
Have own dignity leys smelly pussy.
Ccb, Copy th way i name myself. Cb .
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I hope this post will know who i'm talking about aye .L's ! -'-
CHAO CHEE BYE .

2009-04-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

Ignore th previous post kkkk,

i'm back w/ my dearest benjamin baby. :D

Baby made for me th video oh . :D

2009-04-30T01:22:00.000-07:00

Copy cats and dogs. .

Do you have your own dignity & creativity ?
I name myself Sara.L / Why copy ?

I buey gei yan people copy me la hors. cb.

What a low class dogs & cats.
See already Dulan . -'- pcb.

F off la.

2009-04-30T00:23:00.000-07:00

Social Study & English paper 1 Mye today.

Social study section one is about sri lanka etccc.

Section two is about bonding singapore & protestants , catholics ?

Begining of th papers was ok ! But th back of th paper was really hard. D:

English Paper one.

Section one.

Write about an exciting outdoor experience you have been on.
What are some of the things you look forward to during the wekends?
Describe a time when you took the blame for something that you did not do.
Write about an act of cowardice
Write a story which ends with the word : i should have known better
Perseverance

i've got a total of 397 words for section one question five . hahahaha.

Section two - Report writing .

you are asked to write a report to the discipline master to find out if there is a link between the theft and what you have witnesse.

I've a total of 192 words for this section ! :D

No school on friday ! 010509.

2009-04-29T05:03:00.000-07:00

Benjamin Wong Jie Ming , Iloveyouuuu! <3.

Poster.

Whoever it's Posting Pengseah's name spamming my tagbox. You got a issue w/ me don't you ?

What's th point of using pengseah name's since it's you who are having a issue w/ me har ?

If you're in my school , i'm free to look for . Come right infront of my face & tell me.

Come ! i'll be waiting. ^^

Pengseah.

If it's you , admit it then . What's th point telling me it isn't you , how long you didn't use computer & all those bullshit har ? Ren gou le , then come infront of me slap me lorzxzx .^^ hahahahaha.

wann sllappz miie muust iinf0rm moii fiirst worzx, cuux iie scarred of euihh leyyzx. Iie must be preppared fiirst kkkk !? (:

Kkkk , School was basically fineeee, have been trying to study hard for mye .

Promise my husband to pass all subject. & i'm trying very hard to ! D:

White hairs are all coming outttttt ~ stress. hahaha.

It's worth it if it's for him.

how pittyfull , Someone got no one to go recesse w/ oh . :O

2009-04-28T03:32:00.000-07:00

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Pengseah.
keep spreading i qurrel w/ you gamlan aye ? har , keep badmouth-ing me aye.
Wu ji say right at my face la , pcb . Who are you sia. One pierce of my shit also not . You got right to badmouth me.

2009-04-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

Suami aku !

( My husband ; fyi )

Song , For fun . ! :D

Song for my one & Only husband,

2009-04-26T15:46:00.000-07:00

First paper today ; CME.

Sighhhhhhhh. I miss Benjamin.W dearest lots. D:

2009-04-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

My mind is in a total blank b'cox ...

不惯任何事我做，都不能满足你

I'm left speechless , i'm in a lost , i dont know what eles can i do , all i can do is to escape from problem . Run baby Run ~ *
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What should i do ......

Sighhhs,

我到底在你心里，还有没有第位 ?

We're like drifting apart.

Whatever things i do , you just hate it .

Benjamin.W , Just what should i do that you won't dislike , It seems that Every single things i do , you dislike . haizx.

2009-04-24T19:05:00.000-07:00

Tag's Replied.

EI`LEEN /} Yeahs, Meetup Soon ! Misses.
Geraldine . P /} kkkkk tysm & Np.
Huiyu /} Yeah , Of cause. haha
Junio /} oh . k..
JIAYI /} Lol ! kkk , linked already <3
Shannan /} Daughter ! Link already <3 :D
Allure(L) /} Sister , Linked you alr . ♥ ! luv ya.
Eiko! /} Sister , Linked alr . ♥ :D
Benjamin.W /} Hehehehe, So good aye, help me say :x hahaha. Loveuuuu baby.♥
Julia /} LOL! no time put nah , not never put . I love you lots de leys , how can not put Horhorhor ! LOL . I know you love being kpo ! Hahaha , will tell youu soon ! <3

2009-04-23T01:18:00.001-07:00

Loves ,

I've Linked Most of you all already , More to link please.
I want back every single link of mineee ! Cries.

2009-04-23T00:17:00.000-07:00

WANG PENG SEAH .

Im isn't afraid of letting you know its You i'm talking about & to let people to know what you're actually is.

Bad mouth me to malay people ? hahahahaha , Saying i ...

pangseh you during sentosa trip
Whenever i bad mood i vent my anger on you
You're like my dog .
I always force you to wait for me after school till very late.

One , Sentosa trip is you that pangseh me . You followed yiting Intead of Me ! Look whose pangseh-ing who now ? I've th heart to ask you if you wana follow me cause i'm going back to pasir ris . You said You all just reached sentosa & don't wish to go yet . Fine . now , whose pangseh-ing who , bitch.

Two , Whenever i bad mood i vent my anger on you ? Who ask you recess always pangseh me ? Huh !? Look whose th one that keep showing me Black face ? See your lj black face , i also dulan la hors. Of cause la. Who won't dulan .

Three , Did i ever mention you're my dog or w/e ?! hahahaha you're admiting yourself ? I don't mind keep you as my dog , Mian qiang barh . hahahaha

Four , Did i ask you to wait for me after school ? If my class stayed back , you can go . Why blame me ? no one ask you to stay ? I asked you to stay , But not forced you to stay . Get th fact ? I asked you to wait , easy & simple . Because i thought of slacking w/ you . But then , you so mummy girl , keep wana go home go home go home . Go home la . Go ! Next time sian , don't bloody call us out , slut.

I Don't Mind Losing A Friend Like You , Seriously Hot dog. I've tolerate enough of your faces.

Addition - & please, you're super stingy & selfish ! I buy big gurp you can drink till gampua song . You buy big gurp , I drink one slip ,you there kpkb . Saying it's you bought it one . How stingy siol . Then everytime i kope thing , Didn't share w/ you . You there give me nabuay jibai black face. Think about it la hors, I got ill treat you anot ? huh ? No money eat, i'm th one providing you money to eat. Think about it la , Smelly pussy !

Mood totally ruined by you , faggot.

2009-04-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

Blog code had some error , will fix it asap !

Holy craps , i lost all my links while editing my blogskin code. Actually lost all of my information .

But manage to get back some , but not for th link . So people , Tag me if you want me to link ! Thanks .